Today🍊
Person: so what are your hobbies?
Me:*food obsessions,calorie calculations, extreme fasting/diets, knowing how many cals you burn by doing about anything, constantly comparing myself to others…*
Me: uhhh sCraPBoOkiNg
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attractive person: looks don’t matter!
me, an ugly: *can’t make friends*, *can’t get into relationships*, *is second choice for everything*, *can’t get away with most outfits*, *can’t take pictures featuring myself*, *has severe trust issues over anyone seemingly liking me* ok
second choice?? wtf I’m the last one and if there’s a dog I’m the last one after the dog!
im done being hungry 24/7 god damn it. im not gonna waste another day starving myself. i’m gonna find happiness in this god forsaken world. i’m gonna recover. it was nice knowing you guys but as long as i still have my tumblr, i‘ll keep getting triggered and relapsing. so i’m deleting this app and i hope you decide to recover one day, too. goodbye.
nvm i’m back
._.
me: *just chilin*
brain: hey guess what
me: what
brain: sudden overwhelming sadness, that’s what
me:
me, softly: come on, man
Aren’t there any criminals out there who would like to kidnap me, starve me, and then politely let me go when I reach my ugw?
My friend bought me a McFlurry, even though I told her I didn’t want it, but I felt so bad and didn’t want to make her worry so I ate half of it. She looked so happy but I wanted to throw up the entire time.
I’ve been crying in my room for the last 30 minutes because of it.
